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Demolished

 

 

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Your heart hurts bad

It really makes me mad

 

Not a day goes by

That questions don’t fly

I wish I had some answers for you

I really, really do

 

From joy to sad

That’s what makes me mad

 

Astonished

Demolished  

 

Give me your tears

For all those years 

That could have been

And should have been 

 

How can I not be sad 

To see the joy that others have

That you could have had

You can’t discern

One day, it will be your turn

 

Your joy will be here

Even now, it’s so very near

I know your heart hurts bad

Try to turn from this valley of sad

 

Can’t you see

The light of joy will shine on you and me

Beautiful

Beautiful

Beautiful

 

BEAUTIFUL

Beautiful

Who says I’m beautiful?

Petals hide thorns of pain

They call me names again and again

They pick on me with no restrain

Beautiful and afraid

Bullied

Thoughts of ending it all

Fragile, frightened, small

I can’t take any more

Who knows what’s in store?

Help me

Can’t you see?

Morning comes

Rain will not fall

Fragile, frightened, small

Tonight I’ll end it all

And in the morning

I’ll be set free

My thorns for me no more in store

No rain

No pain

Beautiful

On average, one person every 40 seconds somewhere in the world will die in the world as a result of suicide.  Global rates for suicide have increased by 60 percent in the past 45 years according to the suicide awareness and support group, suicide.org.

Bullying and cyberbullying are big issues in the world we live in today, especially for teenagers. Some kids are stronger than others and can take the bullying while others just don’t know how to cope or have not developed adequate coping skills to deal with others who choose to bully.

Parents, family, teachers, and friends need to recognize the dangers and signs of bullying and the effects on children before the morning comes.  My heart goes out to those in this world who have lost a child to suicide.  How very hard that must be.

MOVING

Moving

Moving through this life minute by minute, day by day. 

Hoping for just one more to stay.

Breathing in, breathing out.

Rushing here and rushing there. Rushing to work, rushing home.

Rushing to and through all our things to do. 

What’s all this about?

Some days you just want to shout!

Does anyone really care?

The hopeless and the hope filled coexist.

But why?  To live, to die, to exist?

There has to be more and some do want more and more.

More time.  Time to rush.  Time to wonder.  Time to live to exist and coexist.  Time to die.

Is there gain in existing?  Is there gain in coexisting?

Is there gain in dying?

Sometimes I cry at night.  Sometimes I cry in the morning.  Sometimes I cry for no reason at all. 

Does anyone really even care?

Maybe they’re not aware.

Maybe they’re too busy to care. 

Perhaps there is gain in giving.

In giving time and existing to coexist.

They didn’t tell me about all of this.

I wish they would have.

I wish they would have told be how it would be.

When I move so fast it’s all a blur. 

It’s when I slow down that I can start to see.

Stop me please so that I can see. 

Stop me please so that I can see all that was meant to be. 

” For I know the thoughts I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil to give you an expected end.  Then you shall call upon me, and you shall go and pray unto me, and I will hearken unto you.”

Jeremiah 29:11-12 KJV

HE’ll WIPE AWAY THE TEARS

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She is seventy-nine years old and has had pretty good health all her life until just recently. Her kidneys are failing and she has had to go to dialysis treatments three times per week for the past two years. The diabetes has taken its toll and she has just had her left leg amputated up to the knee area. The doctors tell her that she can most likely only last another month at most. A kidney transplant is out of the question.

The day has arrived when all of the family members will say their final good-byes to this sweet woman.  She is a sister, a wife, a mom, a grandmother, a great-grandmother. That day in early April, all seventy-five grandchildren stop in to love on their grandmother one last time. They line up one behind the other to spend time with their grandmother to give her one last kiss, to hold her hand one last time, and to look into her eyes to tell her they love her. The line stretches from the living room to the back door of the house. Soft sobs can be heard as tears stream down and drop to the floor below.

Grandmother sits in her rocking chair as each one takes their special time with her. She cuddles and loves each one for that one last time with tears flowing down her own face. She is thankful for these last moments that GOD has given her with each child. Each and every one is important to her.

 

And GOD shall wipe away every tear from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.”

Revelation 21:4 KJV